Live Life for Love

2007-01-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

Hari Raya Aidiladha this year was a bit boring for me cause the whole lot of my family members weren't in Singapore. Both my parents, Along, Danish, Aunts, Uncles & Cousins went to Batam for a short gate-away. Left with Yati, Bro, Bibik & Myself staying at home looking at each other faces, so lame i noe that!! Initially we thought that we've to come back to work on Hari Raya, as it was the last day of December where we normally have to stay behind to do closing for year end before the clock strike midnight. Yes, we need to close 2006's account on time before 2007 coming up and that's why we didn't tag along with them. Only on the eve of Hari Raya, we were told that all Muslims do not need to come on the 31st Dec 2006. Dussshh!! Yati & I were like, 'Now then wana let us noe eh!?' If we were told much earlier, we could jolly-joy join the rest to Batam. Enjoying & pampering ourselves, body, mind & soul spa-ing, massaging, scrubbing, shopping and many more things which can be done there with lowest and cheapest price. I simply love it so much!! Missed the chances! =(

Monday [01/01/2007] ~ Aizam was working today! Planned much earlier with the girls to go out together. Only that we're not sure on which day, either today or tomorrow?? And around 11am we conference 4-way calls and decided to go out today instead.

So at 5.15pm, Liana, Kris, Tnie & Ramdan fetch me under my void deck. Off we dashed to Beach Road to meet Ida, Isardi & my baby darling busuk Aizam. Since Aizam was from work, I choosed to go with them instead of troubling him to come over and fetch me than to Beach Road. I so understand hor! *winkz* We had our early dinner but most of the time we spent talking nonsense and snapping pictures, ended up there were lots of foods being leftover - Wasted!

Right after that, we decided to go and play bowling at Marina South since Liana made a call to check out the place if it is fully occupied. But to our surprised, we were told that all the 36 lanes are empty. Therefore, should we not waste our time no more, we proceeded. Yah it was still empty the moment we reached the place and it was like we owned the whole place. So we choose to have the first and second lane so that we would have our own privacy. Surprisingly, after 7pm onwards suddenly the place was occupied with people. Fully occupied and very packo! Luckily we're early. So we played 3 games each. First, two were couple games den as for the last game, we challenged between man and woman. And I'm proud to announce that we woman won the game ok! Or maybe the guys were just giving ways to us, Hehhee! Got such thing meh?? Very the gentlemen kan our man nie?? But what matter most, still we Won!! =)

Can't afford to play the fourth game since everyone is too sleepy and tired than we decided to have our supper at Lau Pat Sat. It was 11.45pm by the time we reached there. No mood to eat actually so ended up we just ordered 50 sticks Satay and 20 sticks of BBQ Prawn. Talking nonsense again but this time round too weak to take pictures. So we rest our ms cammy in our bags. Then we realised that it was already late, should us make a move and bid good-bye. Reached home at 1.30am! Poor and pity Aizam coz he has exactly 6 hrs before he is off to work. Even though a very simple outing but yet I did enjoyed the sweet moments spent with all of them especially on the very first day of Year 2007.

Tuesday [02/01/2007] ~ Spent the whole day resting at home lying lazily reading story book, sleeping, surfing internet for a short while and playing with lil Danish most of the time.

2006-12-31T20:00:00.000-08:00

How time flies. How I can still remember the time we used to play together when we were young. How I can still remember that we used to be very close to each other. We laughed, we cried, we happy and we sad together. We went through easy and hard things together. We used to share our problems together. We used to work part-time together at Esprit Raffles City Shopping Centre. We used to club every week together. We used to have monkey loves and got into a relationship to a guy in the same group. We used to hang around and went out dating together. We used to lie to our mums that we went to Bedok library to borrow and read books but ended up we go and meet our boyfriends. We used to go travel and holiday together. We used to play Barbie dolls, we cycled, we roller-blading and skating together. And when it was already late and when I'm afraid to go back, I'll sleep over at her 2-storey masionette house and will get her mum to convince and talk to my mum. And yet when I go back, I'll still get scolded. There were too many good and bad things we went through together.

And now, she's belongs to somebody else. The one that I am referring to is, my very best cousin that I ever had! She is my cousin, my best friends, my aunty, my sisters and the person that knows most of my life and secrets. Even I was there when they both get to know to each other's.

On 29th December 2006, she was solemnized to her beloved hubby, Harry. The moment they called it a 'SAH', I cried out tears. I am not crying because she is married. But I cried because I'm too happy for her. Congratulations my cousin, Norafizawati Binte Ahmad. I pray for your long lasting marriage and may you stay happily ever and after with your beloved one and only husband. May you have a good life, good health and good wealth. Be a good wife to your husband and a good mum to your children.

Insya-allah, Amin!

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Not forgetting, wishing both my beloved parents a very Happy 31st Anniversary!

I Love U two so much!!

And seems like Nora & Harry will share the same anniversary date with my parents.

Wishing all bloggers and my wonderful friends

'Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha'

And a Happy New Year!

Bye 2006 and Welcome 2007

2006-12-27T20:14:00.000-08:00

Yah I know it has been too long I never update this blog. Not that I am lazy but the fact is I'm too & very busy at work, especially in this whole entire month, December! Super duper hiper BUSY! So can u imagine how really busy I am?

Well, I got a lot of things to update actually but since the days had left me far behind I'll try to remember what is important only.

Yesterday... we had a small mini X'mas celebration & gift exchange in the office. Very simple yet it is very sweet & wonderful. So, I rather let the pictures do the talking as there isn't much things to share. Overall the celebration is superb and better den previous years. Thanks to all that are involved! =)

~Team Photo~

~Malay Ladies in the Team~

~Us in the Pantry~

~In the meeting room for the exchange gifts~

~Me & My Colourful Cushion~

~With my gift (outside)~

~Winnie the Pooh Glass Set~

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After work I decided to meet my girls at Tini's house. Eversince Tini had given birth to her second child, AllyQa Hartini Putri, I've not yet visited her. It was raining cats & dogs. Waited for Aizam to fetch me since he is not working. Den off we headed to Woodlands. Aizam didn't stay long as he has to go off to work. And since Yan kept telling me to wait for her till she arrive & will send me back home so I rather not to trouble Aizam to make his two three way trips.

While waiting for Yan & Kris to come, myself, Ida, Tini and the kids spent the whole night lying, munching, watching TV, chatting, cuddling, cam-whoring, gossiping bla bla bla... Her hubby wasn't at home so kita apa lagi, buat macam rumah sendiri la. I like, Hehe! And this Yan & Kris really the very starkarat and we were waiting till the very berkerak! She reached close to 11pm and I tell you, it is so pathetic! Ida & me were like so the sleepy, kept asking what time will this Yan & Kris going to fetch us!? We waited for her macam buah tak jatuh2. But nasib baik jatuh jugak if not, I'll make sure she will forget her own name for the rest of her life. Hehe, like real only! Anyway thanks my friends, I'm safely home. Next time don't dare & dream to do it again ok? Waiting is killing you know! And I hate waiting provided got valid reason lor. Still overall I'm happy miting the girls! Wondering when will be our next met up.

*Aunties & Babies*

*Us with Lil Adrianna*

*Aunty Ida : Adrianna : Aunty Iryn*

*Tini & AllyQa**Me & AllyQa Hartini**Me & Adrianna Hartini**The Starcarat**Friends Forever & Ever**Us in the Car*

The End. Bye!

P/s: Above are the original pictures posted as not much time to do the modification & editing. Not lazy hor but not much time! *winkz*

2006-12-09T15:00:00.000-08:00

I'm at work now. And it is only three o'clock. Where I still got two and the half hours more to go. The time seems to go very damn slow!! Beh tahan liao! *Grin*

I don't feel good today, especially my stomach. I think it's just not my day!
Have been to the ladies for more than five times and now feeling like going again! Till there is nothing else to be thrown out, but yet this perut of mine still feeling the memulas since morning! Aduuhhh...

Plus the sore eyes I'm having on both eyes. It's so irritating. Mixture feelings of the pain & at the same time the sleepiness. Yes today I forced myself to wear a spec. Nampak gaya brape hari nie, terpaksa la bermata empat. Haiz, I really pity myself la! *LOL*

I just can't wait to go back. I want to have a good warm bathe and to have an early sleep. I want to rest my mind, body, eyes and all parts of me. It's all too tired! Well, nothing much to blog about as there is nothing much interesting happened lately. So up till now, I'm shagged and tired!

2006-11-29T21:07:00.000-08:00

It's our off day today!

And we don't intend to go out as Aizam thought of spring-cleaning his messy room. Therefore I decided to come over to his place to cook for him & his brother.

So what's the menu for today, Chef Iryn? Hehee...

Beef & Mushroom Spaghetti & Sambal tumis telur added with meatball, hot dog & crap meat.

I woke up as early at 7.30am to prepare all the necessary items such as onions, garlic & dry chilli. I blended all of them first from home then brought it over to Jurong.

Reached Jurong at 11am then do some marketing at wet market & Shing Seong supermarket.

While I do the cooking, he does the cleaning & laundry.

As Aizam needs to go to work at night (part-time job) and need to send me back home first, we went out early headed to Bukit Panjang to take 3 bottles of air siram for my mum. Mum has been complaining that her right hand is in pain. And since it's more nearer from Jurong, so we dropped by for a while before sending me back home. And he then proceeds to Clarke Quay!

So this is how we spent our off day together. Simple but yet very fun!

2006-11-27T23:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Aizam & myself got two free tickets, which cost $40 each to his nephew, Naufal graduation's day. Iman's Kindergarten & Child Care Graduation's Ceremony was held at Swissotel Raffles Ballroom. Hmpff kindergarten graduation eh at 5 star hotel?? I can still remember during my time, I was graduated & performed at Changkat Community Centre ONLY. But then nowadays kids are very lucky. Tak nak kalah la budak-budak zaman sekarang nie! Well, I should say, look who's the boss la?? Heh! It was the same ballroom where my ITE Graduation's Night & my company's Dinner & Dance for year 2005 & 2006 were held. Heard last year Iman's Kindergarten Graduation's Ceremony was held at Marina Mandarin Ballroom. So, at which 5 star hotels will be next year? Shall wait & see!

I guess there were total of 100 plus tables. And total of 400 kids graduated this year. I tell you, boleh roboh dibuatnya stage tu tau, supported all the 400 kids! That excluded the teachers & bosses! So, who's the host/mc for the day?? Who else? The two bachelors Iman's Kindergarten bosses, Syah Ibrahim & Adi Rahman.

We were served with good, yummy, delicious buffet spread with all kinds of foods & desserts. I simply love buffet! Was too engrossed with the foods till I forget to snaps a few pictures on it. Ceh, good foods with good performances from the kids! Funny & they are really cute! They danced, acted, read yasin & prayers & many more. Kira berbaloi la $40 hehhee!

We met with one of our technician, Abang Fadil, wife & cute lil baby boy. His second child was too in Iman. After the whole event ends, we went to Vivo City to jalan-jalan. It's more to look around the places as it was our first time been there. I know we're very the ketinggalan zaman but what to do cause this fiance of mine, very the workaholic & very busy man la. No pictures of us were taken at Vivo City cause my camera battery was flatted dek gara-gara took pictures of the kids.

Btw, I want to add-on some important note here, so pardon me ok?

Last year on today's date was when my engagement rings were inserted. How time flies, it has been a year. I jolly well want to take this opportunity wishing my dear fiance, Happy 1st Engagement Anniversary! It has been a year we've been together as fiance & fiancee. We went all the good & hard times together, the sad & happy moments and hoping that it will last even longer insya-allah till we will commence as husband & wife and till to our last breathe. I am so looking forward for our big day sayang, which will be tick tock tick tock... few months more to go. Pheeewww!!!

Dear...

Because of you, I laugh, I smile, I dare to dream again...

I look forward with great joy to spend the rest of my life with you...

caring for you, nurturing you, being there for you in all life has for us...

I choose you to be my life partner...

to have & to hold from this day forward for better or for worst...

for richer for poorer, in sickness & in health...

I vow to be true & faithful, to love & to cherish...

as long as we both shall live...

I Love You

as for yesterday, today, tomorrow

and will forever Love You!!

Ungu - Andai Ku Tahu

2006-11-25T17:00:00.000-08:00

Finally I managed to find this Ungu's song, title & videoclip. Searching high & low for the title of this song. Heard a fews time on air but couldnt get the chance to listen to the song's title. I even asked my bibik many times for the song's title. Sampai boring bibik aku tu! Sorry bik, aku suka banget dgn lagi nie dong! Hehhee... Tahunya asyik lagu Yakin from Radja aje tau!! Went to look for the videoclip in YouTube but couldnt find it too. And after lots of trying without giving up, finally I got it from Yahoo!! Yeay! I'm so in lurve with the song & lyric. Wana share this with all of you. To those who lurved this songs too, Enjoyed! =)

Here goes the lyric

andai ku tahu, kapan tiba ajal ku

ku akan memohon; tuhan tolong panjangkan umur ku

andai ku tahu, kapan tiba masa ku

ku akan memohon; tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawa ku

aku takut akan semua dosa-dosa ku

aku takut dosa yang terus membayangi ku

andai ku tahu, malaikat maut kan menjemput ku

izinkan aku mengucap kata tobat pada mu

aku takut akan semua dosa-dosa ku

aku takut dosa yang terus membayangi ku

ampuni aku dari segala dosa-dosa ku

ampuni aku menangis ku bertobat pada mu

aku manusia yang takut neraka,

namun aku jugak tak pantas di syurga

andai ku tahu, kapan tiba ajal ku

izinkan aku mengucap kata tobat pada mu

aku takut akan semua dosa-dosa ku
aku takut dosa yang terus membayangi ku
ampuni aku dari segala dosa-dosa ku
ampuni aku menangis ku bertobat pada mu

ahhh... ahhh... ahhh.......

2006-11-20T21:35:00.000-08:00

Sick, sick & sickening!!!

Went to work today assuming that I'll be fine & wouldn't want to pamper myself lying lazily at my comfy bed.

Though I know that I'm not yet well 100% but I kept telling myself that I'll be find after the three days rest at home.

But I was wrong. I coughed badly & having the difficulty breathing due to the blocked nose. And right after that I felt giddy to the max. I don't think I can stay any longer, therefore I decided to go back.

Told my superior that I am not well & was given the approval to be dismissed early. So, I called the fiance to fetch me up, as he's not working. Without wasting time, after feeling nausea & wanted to faint, we went for lunch at banquet as I feel like eating something soupy. Well, indeed I got no appetite to eat but being force to cause I can't simply take a medications with an empty stomach.

So right after, he sent me off to the company's clinic near to my block. I just can't stop coughing & it's really gets from worse to worst!! Bo tahan liao. Got a day mc for today, (yah I know it's a waste but I am really sick and really can't work). Doctor was asking me if I need a longer days to rest but I insist to have a day instead. Hoping that by tomorrow I'll be fully recover, insya-allah. I don't want to use up all my 14-days entitlement of medical leave per year. I just want a good & clean record. I may not good at certain aspects but at least I got something to gain at the end of the day (ceh macam betul aje). I may not know if I need more mc's & annual leaves next year. Hehhee... So this is just to play save.

Aizam feed me with the all medications. Manja? Not really, it's more to being forced. Kalau tidak, gitu aje la ubat tu terlantar kat atas meja. Btw, thanks dear for the taking care & concerns towards me. Lup u laa... Took a short nap & woke up to have dinner with him before send him off to his part-time work.

Oh my gawd! Hikmah dah start la, permisi dulu yah... Mahu nonton hikmah dong. Adios~

2006-11-19T12:25:00.000-08:00

I'm Sick! Terribly sick!

Fever, running nose, cough, headaches and body pain all came at the same time attacking me!

It started on Thursday's night, so I requested to change my off day on Friday instead of Saturday, while I just took extra panadol in the morning and at night before sleep.

But it was getting worst on Saturday's morning. My body temperature shoots up and my body getting very weak.

So I decided to go to private doctor, where it is just opposite the block rather den to the company's doctor that will takes me 10 to15mins of walking distance. Oh can just forget it!! I'm feeling so sick which I think I can't effort to walk that long especially under the hot sun. It will only making me more giddy. No man!

I got one-day mc for yesterday as I am not working today. I took the medicines accordingly, to the time given, and without failed! And again, when I woke up this morning, I still feel feverish! I perspires a lots. And I think the giddiness feels even worst. Gosh! How long more will take me into this sick conditions?!! Hopefully by tomorrow it will recover. I just can't tahan the feelings anymore! I hate being sick!!!

2006-11-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

When the very first time i heard it, i'm already falling in love with this song. I'm not one of his die-hard fans neither do I tergila-gila of him. But I don't deny that he's such a cool guy & this song really touches my heart whenever I hear it. I sacrificed my sleeping time just to pen the lyrics down. Yah so "kental" of me but I couldn't resist it laa. Heh! Here is the song that I'm refering to, from our very 1st Singapore Idol!

Usah Lepaskan ~ Taufik Batisah ~

Yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu
Andai kasih dan cinta yang kuberi
Berwarna-warni segala yang dijanjikan ia...

Usah biar ku bersendirian
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
Usah biar diri ku disini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas gengaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah kau lupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan...

Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlaku
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu...

Usah biar ku bersendirian
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
Usah biar diri ku disini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas gengaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah kau lupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan... Yeay...
Usah lepaskan...

Yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu sebegitu

2006-11-14T15:30:00.000-08:00

It's the 3rd week of raya and how time flies. 48 days more to Year 2007. Huhhh... Closing my hari raya outing with lovelies' hubbers aka my colleagues last Sunday. There were total of six cars convoyed. Started at Tampines, Woodlands, Choa Chu Kang, West Coast, Jurong and ended up at Bukit Panjang. Thank God that we managed to complete all the houses in the list, including the two extra houses that we were invited to (Che Mat's & Rahimi's).

As to our plan, starting point will be at Erlina's house at 10am, but since it's a janji melayu, we reached at 10.30am. Paiseh coz the very last person to reach at Erlina's place is the one whom is staying in Tampines, Yati, Aizam (exceptional) & Myself. Sorry peeps coz last minute was given the permission to bring little Danish along. So this little pengantin lelaki nak siap la. Heh!

Spent half an-hour at each house and additional of 15-mins at those houses, where we were served with good & yummilicious foods. Since we brought Danish along, Aizam & I decided to borrow my Yaik Busu's car. For the first five houses it seems to be ok. But right after Ina's house (Woodlands), the car started to give us problems. It couldn't start at all. We spent almost an hour trying our hard to repair it. Thanks to Nana & Hub, Maarof & Joe for being there, trying their hard & effort too. After so much of trying, we gave up cause there's nothing could be done and furthermore the other halves are waiting at Kak Ton's house at CCK. Plus the weather doesn't allow us to stay any longer as thunder kept reminding us that the rains would pour at any point of time. And without making the rest to wait too long, we decided to leave the car behind. Terpaksa la kita hidup menumpang. Luckily there are empty cars for us to lift. Once again, thanks so much to all of them for being there when we needed the most. So touched & so much appreciated. Hehee!

We had fun together. We enjoyed the laughers, the talks, the snapping of pictures, the cuteness of our little ones & not forgetting the kecoh-ness in us! Overall it was superb & great outing!! Even the gentlemen are very supportive enough. They're our drivers & they also are our photographers. Thanks too to the guys! You guys had done a wonderful & great job for us ladies & you guys rawks! Hehhee... Hoping that this won't be the last hari raya outing together and will always be more in coming years. God willing! So let the pictures rather do the talking. Next, waiting to welcome year 2007, tick tock tick tock... =)

P/s: The rest will be in my multiply. Happy Viewing!

2006-11-08T15:10:00.000-08:00

Met Fizah yesterday for a drink at Coffee Bean, Century Square. Since both of our fiances were working night & full shift, so we decided to have a coffee together. It has been quite sometimes for us to go out as in, only the two of us.

I reached there about 7.15pm, pity her coz she has been waited for me for almost an hour. Sorry babe cause your work place is much nearer then mine. So must understanding hor. *winkz*

We talked about future life and the preparations for upcoming weddings and invitations. Exchanging thoughts and opinions regarding our wedding, about life after marriage and children etc. Recalled back on our school days time, the kentalan and selenge us. And many more things we talked about. We had fun chatting, laughing and snapping pictures. Hoping & looking forward for our shopping dates together! Jangan tak jadi arh! Hehhee... =)

~Us in Black/White mode~

2006-11-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

It was like three to four months, my department has stopped us from doing overtime due to the very less and little work, ever since DS provisioning of work orders had been transferred out.

We missed the time when we were assigned to do provisioning, especially during exhibition period. Heh! We were like very busy even there wasn't a time for us to eat snake and worst still, got not chance to go to the ladies. And at that point of time, you can hear us keep complaining that we were overload with works, over stressed, over pressured, ain't much time spend with our other half, tired and restless cause everyday got to stay late. And sometimes, even our off day was burn!

Likewise after the the provisioning thingy had left, the scenarios and environment in the office had totally changed! For the passed months, there weren't many orders and at times there wasn't any work at all, especially on Monday morning, so we were not allow staying OT. So what we do? Ans: Surfing Internet the whole day (jangan jelez eh!). Blogspot? Multiply? MSN? Friendster? And what else? U name it, we'll definitely go into it. LoL! Work is Heaven! *winkz*

When we're having a good life at work, again we did complaint!

"Sampai bila hari-hari nak ini macam??!"
"Mendak sei cam ini aje berterusan??!"
"Alamak dah takde overtime sei, mana leh jadi!!"

Complaint, complaint and keep complaining is the only thing we could do! Busy we complained, too free also we complained! Never did us feel the satisfaction with what we have and what we got!! Well, human beings are always like that. Wait!! Not all but majority and most of us. Right??

Thank goodness! I should say, thing is getting much better now. After so long of waiting and so much misses of staying back to do overtime (coz no OT means No extra income earn and No extra Shopping), finally I was called to come back on Sunday, which is double and yesterday. Not to mention, the workload nowadays is getting back to normal, banyak hor keja and I like!! Yet still looking for more in coming days. Alhamdulillah!

2006-11-01T14:45:00.000-08:00

Fasting in Ramadhan was over, fasting puasa enam had also over. After a week of raya, finally Yaik decided to go visiting to relative's houses. So again we rented an MPV but this time round its under Yaik's account as he requested to pay, so we brought him to all his destinations. But most of it was in Tampines, luckily. Al-maklum la orang east la katakan, heh! Up to total of ten houses we attended. Aizam was kind enough to volunteer to be his chauffeur, so do I, be Aizam's assistant. Aizam & Me just started work on Monday after a super duper hari raya holiday and again, for our beloved Yaik's sake, we requested to change our off day to yesterday. Yeay yeay ...!! We're sorry bosses, bo pian hor! Well actually, we had all the houses attended during first, second and third day of raya but since it Yaik's wish, need us to accompany him, so we fulfill it, temankan aje ler. If not us, who else?? =)

2006-10-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

Syawal is here again. But the only one thing different is that this year raya's falls on my 25th birthday! What a double celebration! Thanks all for the birthday & warm wishes. Thanks to Yati & MamaDee, to be the first and second person to wish me birthday when the clock strike midnight! So sweet of both of you! Appreciated it so muchie!

Raya this year won't be the same like the passed years. And why did I say such thing because previous years, we as a very big family (i mean big including my aunties, uncles & cousins) will go jalan raya taking either my dad's company big Ali Baba lorry or a cargo van but this year, my parents decided to rent an MPV instead for our immediate family of nine. No choice but have to squeeze in all like sardin dalam tin. And as usual, me the so called the smallest size among the rest have to pangku my brother or either sit at the very back seat being squeezed in the middle in between my Bibik & Aizam, haiz apa punya nasib da?! Gemuk pun susah kurus lagik susah!! But overall it's been fun & exciting coz got the chance to go out together as a family.

Pity brother coz on the second night of raya, he got to fly to Brunei for 16 days of training. No new clothes and no new shoes for him as he's totally got no mood to celebrate it! Even on the first day raya, he wore last year clothing and wore slipar jepun to my grandparent's houses. This year will be his very selekeh hari raya! Take care Bro, gonna miss u alots!

We rented the MPV for four days that started on Monday and ends on Thursday. And I'll be away from office for five days. Will only be back on next Monday. And on off again on Tuesday. Confirm liat and malas giler punya nak start kerja on Monday, furthermore it's Monday Blues!! Actually, this is the moment that I've been waiting for, very super duper long holiday. Everyday wake up late coz every night sleep very late, ahakz! Hehhee... Enjoyed every single second and moment pampering myself lying lazily in my comfy bed and bantal busuk plus the air-conditioner and the fan! Syiok wa cakap sama lu ...!

So, without wasting any single cents spent on the rented MPV, we fully make used of it. Means, from day one of hari raya till day three, we keep the visiting list going on. Despite it is so tiring and leg aching because of the banyak jalan, turun naik tangga and the tumit tinggi! Ouccchh!! Tahan aje la nak lawa pe, Heh! But again after all, I enjoyed the moment! Here will be the random pictures of my hari raya outing from day one to day three and the rest of it will be whereas but in multiply. So people Salam Lebaran again to all! =)

2006-10-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

Never in my entire life before, ever I attend to any of a Chinese Wedding Dinner. I always thinking and image how does it look like and the scenarios would be. I only heard from others it would be this way and that way but how exactly it is I totally got no idea coz never been one.

And finally I was invited to my colleague's wedding dinner yesterday on the Deepavali itself. Not at the five stars hotel nor the four stars and not even at any of the hotels in Singapore but the dinner was held at one of the restaurant in town. Since we were invited at 7.30pm and afraid that we couldn't make it on time for breaking fast, so we decided to meet each other first at the kopitiam nearby to have a light dinner.

Like what we already guessed, the food were served close to 9pm. At first we were planning to go off early but end up we waited until the whole event ends which was around 10 plus. Haiz! Ingat nak jalan-jalan kejap kat town pun tak kesampaian sei! =(

Mr & Mrs Lee

Nurul, Yati, Myself & Linda

IrynAiz

Group Photo with The Bride & Groom

The Groom & Myself

2006-10-20T13:40:00.000-07:00

Vvvvrrrr... vvvrrr... vvvrrrr... Me busy vacuuming, wiping, cleaning the dust away. (maklum lah dah nak raya la katakan!)

Yah I know it has been a decade I left this blog of mine alone w/o entertaining or visited her regularly. Huh, sampai dah penuh dgn abuk blog aku nie! I'm just too lazy to update. Not that there is nothing happen in my daily life, only that I'm feeling very very lazy lately to do the updating and posting. Noticed, I only give my full attention on my multiply. Yah I know, I know. I am being so unfair! Huh!! But seriously I got no choice lah. *winkz*

Ok ok my lovely blog and bloggers, since too many of you were asking me to make a come back and finally here goes my very first entry after like three months of silence. Thanks to all lovelies for the tagging although there is nothing much in here. Hehee!

Well, I'm not going to recall back what had happened for the passed 3 months but instead I'll update as and when I feel like updating and if there is an interesting story or event to share with you people out there. Ok ok??

How's my raya preparation? Hmpf, as for now, what I can say is I'm 80% done. There is nothing much for me to buy coz I was actually looking forward for next year raya instead. Heh! Not only I'm too lazy to update this lovely blog of mine, nak buat kuih this year pun malas malas and malas tau! Once this "penyakit malas" attacked, by all means, wait long long lah to recover back. LOL!

Back to raya preparations, No buying of new clothes as I sent three for tailored. And the rest I'll be using back the passed year's clothing. No buying of new handbag as I got an advance birthday gift from my beloved Aizam. No buying of new shoe as I'll be using back the old ones, infect I got two to choose. So what else eh?? I think that's for all. And I'm all ready for the day to come. I'm a bit excited for it and so call can't wait for the first day of raya. *evil look*

Afraid I'll blog again after raya and afraid no time to wish Happy Hari Raya to all, guess I'll take this opportunity to wish all lovelies bloggers, "Selamat menyambut Eid Mubarak 2006 yang bakal menjelang. Maaf Zahir & Batin." Take care all and have a wonderful and great raya with your love ones. Berhati berhati dijalan raya.. Heh! Till I blog again.. *muackz*

2006-07-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

After three days of not meeting him, at last we met yesterday. Dear fetched me from work and we headed to Bras Basah Complex Macdonald's to collect my lost hp. Yes, I've lost my hp yesterday morning in a cab and I don expect I could get it back. But I'm wrong! All thanks to Ms Brigatte to have a very kind hearted, being so understanding & being so responsible to call me back & return it to me. Thanks so so much! I really appreciate her kindness!

Right after that we straight headed to new Newton Food Centre to have our Chilli Crab, Sambal Kang Kong & Stingray. I'm so craving for Chilli Crab sei! Well, how shall I comment about the new Newton eh? Hmm, just look and judge it yourself la. To me the new Newton Food Centre, Adam Food Centre & East Coast Lagoon, they have the same concept & everything seems to be alike. Overall ok ok la, the food as usual, no changes, superb, yummilicious & sambil berjilat jari. Heh!

After so long of always wanted to see dear in his full police uniform, at last Yes, I manage to see & snapped it just now. Hehehe.. As usual if Yati is off, dear will sleep over my place so that he can send me to work first den proceed to new HTA (Home Team Academy) for his 2 weeks of reservist. Smart mamat tunang aku nie dgn Full-U tau! Kekeke...

2006-07-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

17th July 2006 - 30th July 2006

(Him on reservist for two weeks)

Dear's on reservist again! Haiz!! I'm wondering in a year how many times must he been called for reservist?! It's not for one or two days but once they called, will take him away from me for two weeks. I can still remember, the last time he was called for the two weeks of service as a police officer was on 15th March 2006. Pathetic and yesterday he was called again for another two weeks of service, its less than half a year can u imagine that! I need him more than they do ok! Isk!!

Why am I so tensed up? Why am I so angry? Why am I so moody? - - - Because I'm missing my baby so much! I miss seeing him walking around in the office. I miss having lunch with him. I miss going back with him on our precious darling. I miss going out for dinner and spending time with him after work. I just miss him when he isn't around!

Never got the chance to meet him yesterday after work cause he was so damn tired. Thought of talking on the phone with him but by then I reached home, he already falls asleep, pity him. Guess today will be an unlucky day for me again. I don't think I can meet him tonight. I called him to check if we could go out today to have dinner together and at the same time catch a movie but to my disappointment, he couldn't make it. I know this isn't what he wants too. Due to his tight schedule and the irregular shift, he got no choice but to reject my offer. Well, it's ok dear. I understand you k. But if you're free, please do ring me up, I'll been waiting. Be good and take care! Hope this will be the last reservist for him for the year of 2006!!!!

2006-07-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

And it's Moe Alkaff who is the man of the nite. Great guy... Every secs was filled with fun & games. Compare to last year DND, this year a lil' bit budget - not even a doorgift.. isk isk isk! Nway, I envy the guy who won the 1st prize in the Lucky Draw (2x Return tickets to Maldives + $3500 cash). *sigh* That should be mine!!

Too eager to be back in the office on Monday... No! Not that i'm a Workaholic... Actually, I want to know the rest of the Lucky Draw result (from 11th to 250th). -- Last year, i'm kinda lucky, over thousands of employees, I've managed to win a Titus man watch... Let's hope it would be "Shopping Voucher".

P/s: Click Here for more pictures -> A Night at The Academy

2006-07-13T17:20:00.000-07:00

Have been very busy lately. No No!! No more busy with the workloads. Infect busy with the retail therapy. After one shopping centre to another, from east to west. From Parkway Parade, Plaza Singapura, City Plaza, Tiong Bahru Plaza, Tampines Mall, Century Square and also normal market shops. Yeay busy finding new clothing for my company's dinner & dance which will be held this Friday. Really stress doesn't know what to wear! I want something simple, cheap, comfortable & looking good on me. Hiaz!! Susah betul la nak cari baju esp da gemuk mcm nie!!

And at last I saw something to my liking. It's simple, plain & cheap blouse. Bought it at one of the shops at Century Square Shopping Centre. Pity Aizam for accompanying me from one shopping centre to another & was in out from one shop to another. Btw, thanks dear! Nanti kita belanja awak makan sedap2 k. *winkz* hehehe...

After bought the blouse, we had our late dinner at LJS. There we bumped with my blogger pals, Yati & Ayu. Took some pictures together but too bad I didn't bring my digicam along so I took some of the pictures from Yati, thanks eh gal. Actually, I didn't notice them at the first place. Surprisingly it was Aizam who spotted them & said ''Itu kawan blog u kan?'' ... And I was like duh, he knows my blogger pals eh?!

The very next day (dated 12/07/2006 - Wednesday) ...

Girl will always be a girl, confused and fickle minded. I changed mind did not want to wear the blouse I just bought the other day with the pants which I bought a month ago. I prefer wearing it with a long skirt instead. Again I dragged Aizam, first to Far East Plaza then to OG Orchard and lastly to Robinsons at Centrepoint. But this time round with my bestie Ina & hub. We were searching, looking high & low for her dress and my long skirt but sadly we couldn't find any to our liking! Damn!!!

We were so tired of walking, frustrated, sad and at last we gave up!! We went back with the unhappy feelings!! But we had a great time together, laughing, cam whoring & pissing off our partners. Heh!

2006-07-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

At last, I've completed this taggy stuff (Zana & Lina - Jgn buat lagi eh...)
Hopefully no more... :p

7 dreams before death
- Get married
- Be a Tai-tai hehehe... like real...
- Surrounded by my lil' rascals
- Make my parents happy
- To travel on the Airplane, at least once ...pathetic right?
- Fully groom as a Muslim
- To have my 7th dream... still thinking...

7 things I can't do in this lifetime
- Pronounce my full name nicely
- Going out without my glasses or contact lenses (terpotek la...)
- Sneeze with my eyes wide open
- Touch my right elbow with my right fingers
- Walking down the street naked (pheeewiit!!)
- Fart loudly in the public... hahahaha...
- Use the pc peacefully when both of my sisters are @ home... Oppss!!

7 things that attract me
- Arjun Rampal
- Seasons sales
- Bonuses (Duh! Lambatnya...)
- Island Resorts
- Honda STX1300 Pan European
- Honda Edix 1.7 -- Oh darling.... nak jugak!!!
- The new Eunos Crescent Estate

7 things I say the most
- Bismillah...
- Please...
- Ahh...
- Uhh...
- Alamak...
- Ape seyy...
- Oii...

7 movies that I luv
- Ladder 49
- Hitch
- Madagascar

- Mohabbatein
- Salam Namaste
- Hingga hujung nyawa
- Bujang Senang... *king*

7 random facts about me
- I'm engaged!
- The 3rd child
- Soft-hearted
- 'R' Karat
- Cengeng
- Getting fatter
- Handicap without my mobile phone

7 things I'm afraid of
- Natural Disasters
- Prolong sickness
- Losing my love ones
- Wars
- Taxes... *sigh*
- Creating mistakes...
- Space Shot @ Genting Outdoor Theme Park

7 random songs at the moment
- The one I gave my heart to [Arwah Aaliyah]
- How could this happen [Simple Plan]
- Foolish games [Jewel]
- Unfaithful [Rihanna]
- Bad day [Danial Powter]
- Buttons [Pussy cat dolls]
- Biarlah Rahsia [Siti Nurhaliza]

7 things that I luv
- Family
- Fiance
- Kids
- The "thing" that I lost recently...
- Surprises
- Shoes
- Adidas

7 tags to do this
- Crab
- Erdeeima
- Huda
- Izah
- Ifah
- FadLyn
- Nurul

[Jangan tak buat k Angels....]

2006-07-01T12:15:00.000-07:00

True! Never in my life before I loved and liked to watch, to play or to support Football or Soccer!! And again I said never do I like it & dare not try to imagine it at all. Opps let me recaps back, sorry I ever watched and supported, but that was more than 10 years back, when Singapore was in the Malaysian Cup. Rightfully after Malaysian Cup, no watching football matches. I'm not a fanatic fans to any football club or favorite any of the countries unlike some other girls which only goes for handsome and cute players. If there is, it is just for suka-suka and for fun. The follower I shall say! Not really into Football. Unlike my sis, Baby S! Wow, u just name it and she can tell you everything about football. Duh!! Lame right!!

Surprisingly, I was one of those people yesterday's night!! I was so engrossed watching, supporting, shouting and cursing over Argentina and Germany match! Yes, unbelievable I was there, the whole night, the entire match, throughout the 120mins plus the penalties shots in front of the TV's. I dont mind sleeping late and have to wake up early this morning to go to work and had total of 4 hours of sleep ONLY! OMG! I break a record of the entire life of mine!! What's actually going on and happening to me?! And worst still, I was on Argentina's side, I supported them like crazy and end up, too bad and sadly they lost! So unexpected and disappointed!

Heh! Ok let me just go straight to the point why do I suddenly like to watch football especially yesterday's match. Kekeke.. It's all thanks to one of the Argentina's reserve player jersey number 20! And yes, he's Julio Ricardo Cruz or J Cruz!! *with cheeky face and reactions*. Whenever the camera shoots at him, I went crazy clapping, smiling, waving and flying kiss at him. *siow ting tong of me*. Even though he doesnt plays very well but at least he made the first penalty shot in!! I love u Darling!! Thanks for yesterday's shot! *LOL*

Reason being why I suddenly like and fell in love with him without knowing him who he is and never did I came across his name before or had seen him before in TV's, and it's all because he does looks similar to my all time favorite bollywood hero, ARJUN RAMPAL!!!! But obviously cant deny it that my Darling Arjun is much more handsomer and cuter than J Cruz! Serious I mean it, they really look the same especially from the side view and I think what makes them looks more alike was their eyes and nose. Anyone agree with me? NO?! Ok nvm here I enclosed both pictures for you to judge. Hehehe..

Julio Ricardo Cruz - J Cruz

Arjun Rampal

Poor me got no more chances to see him on TV's!!! Argentina was out from the World Cup so do the referee Shamsul Maidin! Hur hur hur... Anyway, I would like to congrats Shamsul Maidin for representing Singapore in the World Cup. We're so damn proud of you! And as for now, I guess I must go to Mustapha Centre already, to buy more VCD's with the main actor or hero by my only Arjun Rampal. Btw peeps, shall I watch tonight's match between England & Portugal? Or I shall go back to the actual me?

P/s: Happy Birthday to u my blogging pal, HANEY!! Stay happily and pretty always. May you have a memorable and wonderful birthday celebrations with your love ones! *hugs*

2006-06-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Just came back from shopping at Arab Street with Mummy & Bibik. It has been quite long I wanted to get myself a few pieces of kain for raya and yes today I've made it. I'm supposed to go to work today but changed mind to rest at home, clearing my 1-day kiv off which they still hutang me. And yes tomorrow I'm off again. Sorry peeps!

Woke up much earlier if to compare to my other off day. And what I did was, I uploaded pictures to my multiply and songs to my Hp's mp3. Until mum woke up and asking me if I do still need to look for kain at Arab Street? With a quick and fast response, I replied, 'Yes please mak!'

Well actually if it wasn't be today, it will definitely be tomorrow but with whom I'm going with, would be a different person. Instead of mummy and bibik, it'll be my beloved fiance. Ahakz!

Since I'm too heavy and lazy to walk and taking bus, I suggested us taking cab instead. And before we starts with our touring, throughout our journey in the cab, mum kept complaining that she is hungry and would like to have our lunch first at Zam Zam. Cik Cah and Cik Lan are supposed to join us but have to cancel the plan as Cik Lan's works still pile up and got to be completed fast. Roughly I've already got an idea what kind of kain's I wanted to buy and that really make my job easier. Went straight to the shops, grab it and pay it.

Mum, at the very first place was thinking just to accompany me and got no intentions to buy herself a kain, at last she too couldn't resist it. Hahaha.. I got two suits for mine and she got two as well for herself. Heh! But she only paid for one suit and the other one's is a gift from her beloved daughter! *No Shame* Btw, thanks so much to mum for your time accompanying me and thanks too to mum's bodyguard, bibik for following and carrying our paper bags. Luv Ya!

Mum, Me & Bibik

IbuKu & AnakMu

Me & Mum's Bodyguard

The things we bought

P/s: For more pix click Here -> http://irynaiz.multiply.com/photos/album/37

2006-06-25T16:50:00.000-07:00

It is Sunday today.

It is a family day, a day to have a good rest and also a day for mummy's kitchen is closed and a rest day as well for her from being a chief and does her cooking for the entire us (dapur tak berasap). So, what else can I eat beside Maggi Mee! Bedal aje la dari mati kebuluran. Hehehe...

Surprisingly, YES I'm off today. Seems like it has been quite some times for me to not having an off day on Sunday. As for the passed few weeks I have been working 6days a week rather than 5days. Exceptional on the week on Nurul's wedding. I myself just cant believe it sometimes, even I told Yati yesterday's night, 'seronok kan yati besok tak payah nak kerja?'

Eventually, I was supposed to go to Arab Street today to buy kain for hari raya. I've done my surveyed a week before with Aizam and already got the one that are to my liking and wanted to buy it today with Emak, Along and Yati but too bad they cancelled the plan giving reason such as it is raining today and not all shops are open. Duhh! Its ok then, there will always be some other days. Hmm.. nampak gaya dengan Aizam jugak la terpaksa aku pergi. Will you accompany me my darling my sweetheart? Hehehe...

Frankly, I'm just too excited for this year hari raya coz may be I dont really celebrate it for the passed two three years back. And may be one of the reason I am too eager for it, is because I gonna celebrate three events at one go. It is the first day of raya, my 25th birthday and my 2nd anniversary. Hehehe.. Best kan! Btw Aizam, please make sure that the very first day of raya u must go out with me k. I demand!! *wink to my darling*

And now I'm alone by myself getting bored and tired after lying lazily on my comfy bed smooching with the bantal buscuk, the converter and with the air-con on. Furthermore with the cool and cold weather outside, raining dazzling. Huhhh, very the 'shiok' I telling you, so long never feel this kind of good feelings tau! Heaven! Heaven!

Flipping old magazines to look out for a nice design for my hari raya outfit. And looking through if I could find any nice and good idea that actually can assist me on what to wear to my company DND that will be held next month at Swissotel Ballroom. Even though I've just got my pay, I dont think I shall buy a new clothing again. My budget are tight, I cant simply spend like I used to be last time coz I got to save up. I've promised Aizam that I should control my temptations in shopping and shall cut down on my expenditures and my shopping lists. I'll only buy and spend things that I really needs. I've to change my mindset. No more frequently going for holidays and no more shopping unnecessarily. The time is going fast and coming nearer. Yah masa sekarang tak rasa, pejam celik pejam celik dah pun sampai masanya. I got to focus and fully concentrate for my wedding next year. No Stress! No Pressure! And No Tension!

2006-06-20T14:00:00.000-07:00

Off Day + Pay Day + GSS = Guess what???

Huh, do I need to elaborate more?

It's the time to invest my money to the shopping centres.

And it's Shopping Time!!!

Hooorrayyy...!!!

2006-06-12T12:30:00.000-07:00

At last my so call good buddy got hitched with her beloved hubby on 10th June 2006. Congratulations to Nurul & Fendy and Selamat Pengantin Baru. Semoga mahligai yang dibina ini akan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat dan ke syurga. Insya-allah amin. Now its time to make more and more babies. And may you have a blissful marriage. I'm so happy for you both and now you're called husband and wife. Have a great and wonderful honeymoon! See you in 2 weeks time at work. Woohooo..!

Us With The Bride & Groom

Sweet & Lovely Bride, Nurul

Us with The Jambu Bride

My Family

Ina's Family & Them

Us at Fendy's Side

Aizam, Me & Them

2006-06-09T14:20:00.000-07:00

Name: Adik Insyirah
Age: 7 years old
How do I know her: A niece to makcik canteen at my work place

She is so cute, adorable, bubbly, funny and smart. I'm so falling in love with her cuteness and smartness. She entertained us throughout the one-hour lunch. Never in my life before, a small little kids ever spotted my 'R' karat but this adik, yes she did it! Congratulations to you, Adik! Well done! Hehehe.. And you know what, she is willing and likes me to become her stepmother. Hahaha.. Never want to image that! No adik, No! That will never be happened.

But too bad, I can only see her around during school holidays. When school will be open soon, there is no more adik Insyirah. Oh my..!

2006-06-08T15:30:00.000-07:00

Finally!!

I've made up my mind. I've made up my decision.

I've decided to stay in TS Dept, stay in AOS Bldg and stay in AR Crescent.

I am willing to take up new challenges. I've prepared for the new jobs scope coming up. I'd like to try and learn something new.

Hoping that I'm making the right choice and there are no regrets at all. Thanks for those giving me advises and helped to reduce a little burden on me. Especially to you, Aizam! Thank You so much!

No more headache, no more pressure, no more stress, no more sensitiveness, no more bad moods and no more showing tantrums!

And to my 'budak jahat', since you said that you still need me around, there's nothing else will stop me from staying and apart from you. And please bear in mind, as long as u still needs me, I'll always be there for you. Cedebah!

2006-06-07T11:15:00.000-07:00

Do I have nothing else to do beside complaint, complaint and keep complaining? What's up on me? Why is my brain keep feeling so tired, not working, jammed and hopefully is not dead! Seriously, my brain, my mind, soul, heart and body are all affected. Why do I have to face all this? Why am I given a choice to choose whether to go or to stay behind? Why can't they just be more firm and stick to their actual plans? Why is the management never wanted to think about their staff feelings and thinking? Why cant they?!! Try putting yourselves in our shoe bosses!! It is hard for me to decide, totally a very difficult decision to make! Huhhh..!! *Taking a very deep breathes, in out in out*

Now, what and which should I go for? Shall I transfer to Haw Par (CSSD Dept), stick with my current job or staying behind (TD Dept), prepare doing a new task and new challenges? Well, at the very first place I always hate to be transferred out, I begged to my manager if I can be transferred within internal team instead of out from the department, out from the building and out from the area! At that point of time, I willing to learn to do phone which many of us from work order team really hate to be in, but again it was a bad news given. The answer was NO!

And now when I had set my mind to accept the fact that my rice bowl will be transferred out to haw par instead, and when I really looking forward for it, there we (the four of us) were being called and had a meeting with the bosses yesterday, telling us and claiming that it was a good new but to me, don know la good or a bad news actually! Now, we are given two choices to stay behind doing phone and other new jobs scope coming up or to go to where we are supposed to be!

If I choose to stay, by all means I still working together with my aunt, which is actually my assistant manager, my sister and also my fiance cum my 'budak jahat' under the same roof. Perhaps, the very main reason that strongly making my decision fixed was actually I would want to get rid working together with my family members. Some may think that it is good to work with them around, but to me, I can't take it any longer. Just image if u were to take mc, leave or urgent leave etc, and use reason such as personal matters or having a family problem or what so ever? Frankly, to me it is no longer personal, private, confidential and secret whether it is true or a lie, my aunt will definitely ask why, what, where and blah blah blah! There is no way to escape, absolutely no way! Fyi, there are totally no special treatments and privileges being as her niece. Infect we are the first to do, to learn, to find, to solve, to follow-up this and that and the one who collect most errors then any other person in the team. This goes to Nurul as well and poor Nurul, even though she isn't my aunt's niece, but just because she is close to us, she too was affected with the disease cum virus cum penyakit. Yes is the three of us! It always us are the very first person to.. EVERYTHING la!!

But if I decide to go, I won't be able to have my own workstation, it'll be hot seating arrangement. Boring! I wont be able to know in which team will the new management put me into. I won't be able to adapt with the new life, the new people, and the new leaders, which I heard so much negative remarks about them. I won't be able to have a same day off with my 'budak jahat'. I wont be able to claim double when working on Sunday, as Sunday will be my normal working days. I won't be able to spend a quality time with again my 'budak jahat' cause by all means for sure our working shift will be clashed. I won't be able to do OT, as over there, they did not require us to do OT accept, only during peck periods. And what else now to compare?! Ermmm...!! *still thinking*

I was forced to make a very hard decision and I hate it so much! The other four have already decided, three are staying back and one is going. And now what is mine?! Now, I need to think hard and I need to think very carefully. Wish me best of luck and hoping that, what ever decision I made, wont never make me feels regret and demoralized myself. Pray for me people! Hope I'll make a good choice for my career and future.

Bye! Take Care and may all have a great day ahead!

Signing off,
The confused, Iryn

2006-06-03T23:50:00.000-07:00

What a very tiring and hectic day we had! Have just come back from visiting (its like hari raya visiting I tell u). Knocked off from work at 6pm, heading straight to B friend's wedding reception at CCK. A simple yet very nice and more to westernize concept I shall say. And even though I did not know them, Selamat Pengantin Baru to Ifah & Shah.

The Bride & Groom

Eh, sapa yg pengantin nie?! hehe..

Then, right after photo taking with both bride and groom, we headed to my sis in-law's house warming at Woodlands. Though this is their second flat, I'm running out of ideas actually what to get for them for their new executive flat since everything was in place. So I decided to order few pieces of mini cupcakes from perfect frosting. They loved it so much and telling me that I should get it more instead. Spent a few hours chatting, eating and again photo taking, and at around 9+ we asked to make a move. Since no one is coming to fetch or to send nenek back, we decided to send her back home at Serangoon and next off to my aunt's place at Tampines. We didn't stay long as there was a family meeting going on which doesn't involved us.

Mini Cupcakes

Nenek, Me & The lil Rascals

Buli Balik!

Got to wash up and make myself bau wangi coz I'm so the bucuk and very the melekit right now. And WHAT?! Besok nak kena kerja!!!! Ehhh.. Tomorrow is SUNDAY tau!!! Huhhh!!!!

Click Here for more pix -> My Saturday on 03rd June 2006

2006-05-31T12:40:00.000-07:00

Why?!!! Why does it happen?! How can it happen?! Why am I so careless?! I've lost it without my willingly ness. B, I'm terribly sorry. I'm so deeply hurt for being so stupid and so careless. I didn't take good care of it. I treasure it, all this while I really love and be more extra careful handling it and now... (Taking a deep breath). It is very important and a Sentimental Value to me but I've lost it. I'm so sad my dear and I'm so sorry for it. Even if u gets a new piece for me it'll never be the same as the old ones cause I do really like and love it and some more you know I know dear. Now tell me, how can I make myself feel better and stop thinking about it. I did a very stupid mistake that I shouldn't do. I can still remember the day we bought it, I had a hard time asking you to buy it and now I didn't take a good care of it and lose it. I'm so heart pain!!! Stupid ME!!!

Btw, thank you B for not scolding me. I'm just too scared and afraid that you'll be mad at me but surprisingly you keep yourself cool. I can't get over it and it is hard for me to accept the fact that the most treasured things in my life has lost and worst still it was a gift from you. Not a normal gift, not an anniversary gift or not a birthday gift but... Once again, I'm sincerely, truthfully and deeply sorry for the lost. I promise will be more extra careful next time. Although it can't be the same as the old one, are there any chances I'll get a new replacement dear? Thank you B, only you understand how I feel. I love you so much!!!

Thank you for the wonderful outing yesterday with you B. Seriously I'm shocked and didn't expect it at all. You're unpredictable. No matter how you don't want letting me know that you heart me or by saying 'I love U', but to your actions and the surprises you made had enough proven me that you love me more than I do. Thanks for bringing the colors and happiness in my life.

2006-05-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

To my beloved one & only Emak, Mdm Zubaidah Bte Haji Samuri

I would like to take this great opportunity wishing you a very Happy Mother's Day! Thank you so much for all the sacrifices, the hardship in growing me up, the patient, the effort, the love, the care and all the things that you've done to make my life completes as an ordinary and normal person. Although I cant be like what you always wanted me to be, but I am thankful that I was given the chance to be given birth in this world and to have a wonderful mum like you. I really appreciate every single things and moments you've done for me. Thank you so much!

I love you as much as I do love my own self. You're my everything, Mak. There is no one in this world can replaced u. As long as I'm still a daughter to you, my mission in making you happy will never end and to make your dreams comes true, is what I'm aiming for. I promise and I swear to God that, I'll always make your life more meaningful as I love u soooo much and I treasured u. Sorry for all the wrong doings throughout this 25years mum.

And to my mum in-law to be, Mdm Rahmah, me too would like to wish u a very Happy Mother's Day! And I love you too. Hope everything will go smoothly goes well and goes fine. Insya-allah. I miss you so much mum.

Last but not least, to all mothers out there, a very Happy Mother's Day to each one of you!

P/s: Sorry I dont have my mum in-law pix with me right now.

2006-05-11T15:55:00.000-07:00

Hiaz! Argh! Ouch!

I'm feeling sick. Having a terrible bad headache and whole body pain. Duh!! It's so painful and so stressful! I need a week leave of maybe a month. It is so tiring week and seems like will be a tiring coming months as well, with no off day but only depends on public holiday. I'm dead! Both physically and mentally abused! I worked for more than 12hours (almost everyday) but slept for less than 7hours.

Tell me people, how am I not complaining?!!

I'm not having a long weekend though. I force myself not to go to work today and on public holiday tomorrow. I just dont want to see those people at work. But yet, I've to come back for work on Saturday and Sunday! Got no choice!

I need a good time to pamper myself, to rest and relax my body and soul, to go for a relaxing holiday, to have a peace of mind, to spend a quality time with the love ones (hoping so). And I do really need a full-body massage and a full-body Spa!

On top of all that, I am so low self-esteem, so low-morale, so upset, so disappointed, so frustrated, so stressed-up, so being pressured, so tension, so hurts, so no confident and so dont know what else to do! I'm lost of words. How I feel now? I'm totally feeling shit, idiot, lazy, sad, heart pain and got no mood to do this and to do that. And what else more about me?! I am not what I am. I'm LOST! And I'm DEAD!

Shall I shout out loud or cry out loud? That's not the best and the right way to release tension and to get rid all the burdens on me.

All I need is to be Alone! Yes I mean it, alone all by myself!

2006-05-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

Met the girls yesterday at town. Ida's company is giving away four free movie tickets for newly MI-III and she decided to tag us along. So sweet of her, out of her many friends, she choose to be with us. Luv u gal, muackz! Initially everyone was confirmed on that, including me, we were happy and so eager to meet again. Coz the very last time we met was three months back. So now is like rindu-rinduan gitu. Accept Yan, she can only join us after she finished her class 2A motorbike practical. (tak padan kecik, nak bawak motor besar pulak). Like people always say, kecik-kecik cilli padi noh.

But due to last minute changes, I can only join them for dinner as I've to come back for work on PH! All thanks to World Cup Exhibition, which is now going on at Suntec City. Hiaz! Since Tini & Ida are still enjoying their movie, I planned to meet-up with Yan at Far East Plaza den headed to Puncak for dinner. Waiting is killing, so we decided to eat first without them. Sorry girls, da lapar giler arh!

Self-Potrait

Going to be Mother of two & the Cilli Padi

Us in Blues!

My favourite Girls

The Sweet Couple

Anyway, u girls are a great bunch of people. Had lots of fun chilling out together eventhough it's a last minutes event. And thanks to both Yan & Hairi to accompany me back home. Muackz!

** Click here to view more pictures -> Chill Out with My All-Time Favourite on 06/05/06

2006-05-06T00:10:00.000-07:00

Errm.. Not sure where & how to start coz all have been written down and pictures had been uploaded everywhere out there. You can see it at Ctea, Dee, Nurul, Ianz, Babysenorita blogs. So let the pictures do the talking, telling n showing off. hahaha.. Btw to those who had attended the dinner, thank you so much for your co-operation in making the event a wonderful & enjoyable night. U girls are great n really had fun being together. And sorry kalo ada yg tak terlayan k. Looking forward for our next gathering. Hope this time round, there will be more bloggers joining in. Here are some of the pictures, u may go to my multiply to view more.

Ladies Nites!

Yati, Haney, BabySenorita & Ianz

Nurul, Me, Ctea, Dee & Elektra

EddyHana & NurHairul

Diana Hairul, Nulendy & Irynaiz

The mentels Us!

Dee, Me, Ctea & Sis

Us the organiser

Crystal Ball from NurHairul

P/s: To NurHairul, thanks for the crystal ball. And a million thanks to Yatie & Partner for sending me n sis back home safely. And Happy Voting to All!!

2006-04-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

As usual, if sis is not working, means I got to go to work by my own. And as u people know, we siblings work at the same area, place, and company, department and the same team. Apa punya nasib kan, kat rumah muka dia, kat keja pun muka dia. Huhh.. lebih menyedihkan lagi, we were seated just side by side!

Especially now, when Erlinah (one of my colleagues) who is also staying at Tampines on medical leave for 2mths. What?!! Wait a minute! Did I mention 2 mths?! Wah.. best kan 2 mths 'MC'. How I wish I could get 2 mths mc also. Let me recall back, ermm, I think the longest days I ever had in my entire life is 2 or maybe 3 days? But most of the time will be one day only. haiyah..!

I'm glad n thankful to god to have an understanding (at times) n kind hearted (part nie baik la.. hehe..) fiance. Yes, after making a 'kesian' faces n voices, he agreed to fetch me to work.

Well, actually it's already a routine for him, fetching me to work during sis off day.

As he stayed in Jurong West, usually the night before he'll go back to his aunt's place at Sengkang. Coz it is much more nearer if to compare it from Jurong rite?? But just now, instead from Sengkang, it was from Jurong. Poor him! But what to do a responsible is still a tanggungjawab for him kan.. kan.. kan..

And not only that, it was raining heavily throughout the journey, none stop from JW to Tampines. Even with raincoat on him, by the time he reached my place, he was already soaked! Alalalaa.. cian nya dia kesejukan. Nie la namanya 'berkorban apa saja..' hehehe.. Naughty me!

We thought of going off early so that we could have our breakfast together but due to bad weather, the traffic was so terribly jammed. And I suggested we rather order from MacDonald's for delivery. Anyway, we managed to reach office on time and safely.

I was roster to do OT until 9pm, but me don feel like staying. Btw it's not 'Don Feel', it is confirm that me not staying tonight coz me got family chalet for the whole long weekend at Pasir Ris. Hehehe.. Tomorrow me, aizam n yati are off, means tonight Boleh la overnight kat chalet. yey yeye.. To lovely nurul, don miss us k. Wont take long, one day only! Hahaha.. U happy working without us around k baby! Don gets bored. hehehe..

2006-04-24T10:45:00.000-07:00

Yesshh...! At last, I managed to do it on my own. Cause all this while, my kind-hearted sis, BabySenorita is the one who always do it for me until she got tense up and feeling irritated with my so "cerewet perangai". She was so pissed off and I was told to learn how to do it on my own (well, I loved to be pampered). But yesterday I've proved it that I can do it with both my hands. As you all know, I'm new in this blogging world. Means that I did not know much, especially on changing into a new blog skins & worst still have to study carefully how to read the template (naik kero mata nie tau). Hehehe.. (Da pandai sey aku) Even though it is as simple as it could be, and it may not be as perfect but at least I satisfied with my hard work. It was so tiring sitting and staring at the computer for 4hrs. Tadaaa..!! This is what I can represent to u people. Only need to touch-up a bit here & there. Lurve & I like it so much!

2006-04-23T11:30:00.000-07:00

Sign of Allah: Torture in a tomb

On this photo a 18-year old young man who died in one of hospitals of Oman. The corpse of the boy has been dug out from a tomb in 3 hours after his funeral under the insisting of his father. The boy died in hospital and has been buried under the Islamic law and on the same day after obligatory ablution of the body. However after funeral the father has doubted of the diagnosis of doctors and wanted to identify the true reason of his death.

Relatives and his friends shocked when they saw the corpse. He was completely different within 3 hours. He turned grey as the very old man, with traces of obvious tortures and the most severe beating, with the broken bones of hands and legs, with the edges broken and pressed into a body. All His body and face were full of bruise. The open eyes-showed hopeless fear and pain. The blood obviously attributes that the boy has been subjected to the most severe torture. Close relatives of the dead man have addressed to Islamic scientists who have unequivocally declared that it is available results of tomb torture which the Allah (s.w.t) and in the Hadis of Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w) have warned. The shocked father of the boy has admitted that his son was spoilt, did not do Solat, and had a carefree way of life, having involved in different sins. Each died person comes across tests in the tomb for exception Shahids who died in Jihad on the way of Allah. This is first terrible test, which the person comes across before the Doomsday.

In Hadis of Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w): - After the death the spirit of died person will return to a body then two Angels will come, Munkar and Nakir, and will ask: "Who is your Lord?" he will answer: "my Lord - Allah". Then they will ask: "What is your religion?" he will answer: "My religion - Islam". Then they will ask him: "Who that person who has been sent to you?" he will answer: "He is the Prophet of Allah ". Then they will ask him: "How do you know?" He will answer: "I read the Book of Allah and trusted Him. And then from heavens the voice will come: " My Slave has told the truth, lay it to bed from Paradise and open the Gate of Paradise" - then it will be full of pleasure and he begins to feel paradise pleasure, and his tomb becomes spacious, that eyes can reach.

The Prophet of Allah Muhammad (s.a.w) said about the sinners. After the death the spirit of died person will return to the body then two Angels will come and ask, "Who is your Lord?" he will answer: "I do not know". Then they will ask: "Who that person who has been sent to you?" he again will answer: "I do not know" - and then from the sky the voice will come: "he told a lie, Put him into a box from fire and open before it the Gate of a hell! "-then it will be captured with heat of the hell, and his tomb becomes narrow and the edges will be compressed. In Hadis it is also said, that Angels will severely beat the sinners during interrogation in the tomb and this torture will be awful. It is informed also, that our Messenger (s.a.w) supplicated to Allah to protect Him from tortures of a tomb and asked other people to do so.

The history of 18-year old young men is a sign for believers and this is only next fairy tale for whom hearts are sealed by Allah. They look and do not see, listen and do not hear?

This story was translated from other language into English.

That's why I apologize in advance for mistakes.

2006-04-20T21:24:00.000-07:00

NOT SURE TRUE OR NOT BUT JUST BEAR IN MIND

If you receive a phone call on your mobile from any person, saying that, he or she is a company engineer, or telling that they're checking your mobile line, and you have to press #90 or #09 or any other number. End this call immediately without pressing any numbers. There is a fraud company using a device that once you press it #90 or #09, they can access your "SIM" card and make calls at your expense. Forward this message to as many friends as you can, to stop it.

All mobile users pay attention if you receive a phone call and your mobile phone displays (XALAN) on the screen don't answer the call, END THE CALL IMMEDIATELY, if you answer the call, your phone will be infected by a virus..

This virus will erase all information from both your phone and your SIM card, which will make your phone unable to connect with the telephone network. You will have to buy a new phone. This information has been confirmed by both Motorola and Nokia. There are over 3 Million mobile phones being infected by this virus in all around the world now. You can also check this news in the CNN web site.

PLEASE FORWARD THIS PIECE OF INFORMATION
TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS HAVING A MOBILE!

2006-04-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

Wowww.. dalam tak sedar, da sekian lama ako tak update blog ini.. Sorry.. sejak kebelakangan hari ini ako terasa terlalu malas dan tak tahu apa yg harus ako coretkan.. Mati akal beb!!

Hehehe.. ako mendapat 2 hari MC untuk Rabu & Khamis, Jumaat - PH, Sabtu & Minggu - off day = long long weekend. Happy tu happy jugak, dapat rest but boring jugak duk kat uma nie, tak tahu nak buat pe coz Aizam busy keja siang malam..

Ako dan Aizam dijemput untuk ke rumah baru kakak iparku (kakak aizam), kerana ada kenduri arwah. Oleh kerana Aizam dari kerja dan aku tak berkerja dek kerana mc, ako memberi saranan kepada Aizam untuk berjumpa di W'lands saja. Dari terus menyusahkan dia harus berpulang balik dari Ayer Rajah ke Tampines den terus ke W'lands. Majlis sepatutnya bermula lepas mahgrib tapi oleh kerana Aizam kerja habis kul 9pm, kita sampai jam 9.30pm, by the time semua orang da blah.. Yang tinggal cuma keluarga sebelah suami kepada kakak iparku. Ehem, tak kena gaya ako dibuatnya. Tolong apa yg sepatutnya di tolong di dapur, ber-rounding seluruh rumah, da penat berbual den baru lah diberi peluang untuk makan.. hahaha..

Sempat jugak ako busykan diri untuk mengambil gambar rumah executive dorang, yang sememangnya ako terlalu suka & berkenan. Nice, simple & spacious. I like it so much *hinting to dear* hehehehe..

Since Aizam harus berkerja hari ini, ako terpaksa memaksa dia supaya pulang. Kerana dia harus menghantar ku pulang dulu ke Tampines den balik Jurong. We reached home nearly to midnight.

2006-03-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

Just came back from meeting the craziest people on earth. Extremely tired..

1800hrs - Baby fetched me and we head straight to Wheelock Place. Since we're early, we decided to window shop 1st - Went to my all time favourite label "Adidas", not my type "Nike", Apple store & my Birkenstock.. Oh yeah Baby, Pls don't act blur.. You're supposed to get me 1 of the sandals. Remember...!!

Mai called to inform that some of the Pasirianz already arrived and requested to meet up @ BK. Too shock to see there were only 3 girls. What happened to the rest?! Janji Melayu?! Janji Rockers?! Jangan lambat eh.. – Later, 1 after another the guyz arrived.... And the Latecomers Award goes to ADEQ

Had dinner @ BK. Then we proceed to the "Anak Metropolitan" spot beside Taka. The purpose of this meet is to voice out on our interest (Ellie, Adeq n me). We had thought of having a picnic next month but afraid that nobody would like to go. Surprisingly... All of them agreed but as usual debating did take place. *Sigh*

After finalizing the event, we end up with lots of photo taking. ...aww ...Aww

The Gals @ BK

The Sweet Gals @ Taka Garden

The crazy guys @ Taka Garden

Couples of the Day

Organizer: Ellie , Adeq & Me

2006-03-23T15:32:00.000-08:00

Dear Pasirianz,

Pls bear in mind! Today is Thursday! 1900hrs @ Wheelock Place.... "DONT B LATE"

Especially ---- My Baby fetch meet @ 6pm sharp!!!!

2006-03-22T23:59:00.000-08:00

...still waiting ...When will it be? y cant the news arrive sooner... y cant HE announce it now... *sigh*
To the 'HE', do understand.... try to be in my shoe... it's size 7...

Off to lunch now....

2006-03-21T16:35:00.000-08:00

Just hung up phone call with mak!

Planned with ellie & adeq to meet up the rest of the Pasirianz on Thurs, 23 Mar 06. Since we belongs to the eastherner, i suggested the venue @ Tampines BUT this 2 gatalz demand @ town.. -- 1900 hrs @ Wheelock Place.. Yah.. Yah.. Yahh.. Dont b late guyz!

2006-03-20T00:35:00.000-08:00

Silence means golden.. Is it true?! I find it troublesome -- pple kept pestering me to update my blog..
Fuh.. almost a week in silence... Sorry geng..

It's the 20th, yesh!!! The moon is bright many2 hehehe....

2006-03-17T16:25:00.000-08:00

Wat..! a day only?! Doc.. u muz b grazy.. I'm damn sick u noe!! Shouldnt it be 2 days... grr..grr... No fever?! Stoopid doc! I've said i got a headache.. wasnt u listenin to me earlier?! The pain is killing me... hmm, with ur reply doc.. damn the ache is slaughtering me now dammit!

*sigh* What a morning xperience with som1 who claimed knew all abt my body systems!...As if !! No worries....It's ok.. I'll be back.. perhaps to another clinic 2moro.. hahaha.. My goals for now: To sum up my MC + off days = Long wkends.. -- Cheers!

12noon -- Surprised!! my chubby Baby appeared at my doorstep.. Look exhausted aft his IPPT (Wat?! Only a Pass.. No incentive.. Boringgg..) And guess what, although he is breathless yet we spent the whole day karaoke-ing -- Sorry to the songwriter & singers for damaging their songs... hahaha. And last but no least a BIG Thank You to bibik who kept listenin & busy with her thingy!! -- bibik's unique tone -- "Apaaaaa" hahaha...

4.30pm.... Oh gawd, mother is waiting at Ward 29.. ......Here i cum to save the day...

2006-03-15T13:00:00.000-08:00

Working without seeing Dear in the office can be very boring. With effect from today till the next 2 weeks I'll missed having lunch together with Dear. Dear will be somewhere out there, far in the ocean *sob sob*. Yahh... He was posted as a Police Coast Guard for 2 weeks doing his reservist. U better take gud care of urself darling. Im a lil bit worried about u.

Well, I am supposed to work OT today but I don't feel like staying.. hehe.. Expecting dear to knock off early so tat he can accompany me to the hospital, to visit my beloved mummy. Coz mum kept asking about him.. It has been awhile since his last visit, due to he doing OT for others. (keja kuat2 syg, den dpt gaji belanja me eheh). And now me still waiting for Dear's sms-es and calls..

2006-03-14T14:48:00.000-08:00

Hot sunny day outside!! And its my off day today.. Staying at home is just making me crazy. Gosh..! What a boring off day I had!!... Normally i'll share the same off day with dear, we go out spending time together or settle stuffs which need to be done.. but, today im all alone by myself. And there's no interesting plans coz dear is working 'B' shift. *huhhh* Wondering if dear wud like to meet me tonite as he will be away from me for the next 2 weeks. He was called back for reservist!! Me gonna miz u so much darling! Even now im missing u badly! And as for now, the only thing that can fill-up my time is by surfing the net and watch TV. Later in the evening, me wanna go hospital to visit mummy. Me missing her so much..

2006-03-12T21:09:00.000-08:00

Wow!! This is my very first post as I'm new in this blogging world. Not sure how and where to start.. First of all, want to thanks my sis (Yati) so much for taking her time helping me out in this wonderful blog of mine. Spent the whole entire night creating, adding, editing, deleting and what so ever. And thanks for enduring all my craps, nonsense, yes, no, want it to be this way, that way n bla bla bla... (ur sis nie terlalu cerewet) Credits go to you! I'll try not to disappoint her by updating this blog regularly.

Well for now, I'm very busy with the workload due to IT Rdshow, which was held at Suntec City for the four days, starting last Thursday. I've been working over the weekends and stay up late. Even I've to work OT today until 9pm. Work, work & work! Missed spending time with dear coz he too was very busy lately. I hope it won't take us long coz me really miss to spent time with him. That's all for now... Will update more as days goes by. Happy reading & viewing!!